Monday, December 29, 2008

深爱的那片绿

要忘记无法磨灭的
需要燃烧多少灵魂?
说出来仿佛很简单
做的时候却难比登天
人生到处都是矛盾
到处都充斥着
口是心非
说好的
到最后却是另一套
人吗?
这就叫做

我现在很累
身躯的
不是心智的
眼睛半闭着
但这样写东西很有意思
我脑里一片空白
嗯。。。
也许可以说
想到的都是一片绿幽幽
我好爱那地方
很平安
很美丽
很安详
很宁静
但为什么这地方要有这么多人呢?
我很自私
我不要无谓的人的存在
但我无法让他们都消失
也许
我真正想要的地方
叫天堂

今天很开心
也许美中不足天不作美就是有这种魅力
换个角度思考
将会获益非浅

今天很开心
很开心
开心
也累
但换来的是
我的灵魂完全充电
值得
很值得
然后
我爱那片绿
那片
绿幽幽


绿与蓝
是天空
我要的
是天堂

Friday, December 26, 2008

忆君曲

偶遇昔日伊人
今朝物是人非
呜呼哀哉
悲从中来
回首
初生之犊
一意孤行倘忧之无物
目中无人
不可救药
量小乎
大恶也
念过往
惭愧也
乃悟前非
铭于心
弃陋习
痛定思痛
痛何苦哉?
始有小成
尔居功至伟
感激不尽
今尔举手投足不可方物
实感欣慰
愿永世安康
始满足矣

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Lonely Christmas

Yo, Merry Christmas, again~
At Year 2008.
As usual, I celebrate this day with myself.
Lonely Christmas.
Again.
^^
But different with last time.
I do not feel unhappy or uncomfortable.
Maybe I do.
But just do not think about it.
Then it should be okay.

This afternoon shopping with Rebecca.
Bought the things that required to cook spaghetti.
Because I'm going to eat spaghetti at this Christmas.
Mom went to China, Sis went to Bro's house. Dad... no need say la...
So nobody will going to cook me Christmas dinner.
And I become chef tonight.
Don't look me down k?
I know how to cook 1 lo~
:)

Below are what I bought:
But at last I not using the ketchup because the spaghetti sauce is great enough.





Ergh...
I'm not going to write how I cook it.
Because it is not a special thing, many of you can make it better than me.
So I will just skip skip skip the process.
Hehe~
And ta da~
Here comes my spaghetti~


Ermm...
I can't believe that it is only my first try but I make it perfectly.
It is so so so tasty!
Or you can say that spaghetti is easy to cook =.="
But however, I'm really enjoy that.
p/s: It can serves 3 person, but I finish it alone, wahahahahahaha!!!

Lastly, proudly present the first video in my blog.
A Christmas song from Eason Chan - Lonely Christmas.
Wish everyone Merry Christmas~
Especially the one who celebrate alone, like me~

Sunday, December 21, 2008

谁玷污了小龙女?

小龙女,金庸名著《神雕侠侣》女主角,亦是广大读者最喜爱的女角之一。
小龙女为神雕大侠杨过之师承、恋人、妻子。
小龙女容貌秀美无双,秀丽典雅,静静的一身白衣,苍白而秀美绝俗的面容,肌肤若冰雪,步态若弱柳临风,清纯可人,清丽出尘,美若天仙。
小龙女生于南宋宁宗嘉定十三年(公元1220年)。
自襁褓于终南山活死人墓(今中国陕西省户县祖庵镇) 长大,由师傅传授武工,直到18岁那年收闯入活死人墓的杨过为徒。
23岁那年,小龙女让杨过义父西毒欧阳锋点穴动弹不得,结果惨遭道士甄志丙 (《神雕》第一、二版称尹志平)迷奸。
而与此同时,杨过在另一地点与欧阳锋习武。
事后,不知情的杨龙二人产生误会,小龙女以为杨过不负责任,一气之下离开终南山。
《神雕》至此开始,两人一生情路充满波折。
杨过小龙女,两人于古墓相依为命,到后来的经历生死与共而互生情愫,排除万难厮守终生的故事,让人荡气回肠。
杨过小龙女,一段教人生死相许的轰轰烈烈的爱情。
让当年10岁的我废寝忘食,杨过小龙女也成为一生最爱的小说人物。

小龙女被玷污那一幕,让当年我的幼小心灵遭受莫大伤害,
虽说只是文字的表达,但也让我深受震撼。
不过无论如何,小龙女在读者心中始终是那么的纯洁脱俗。
龙儿啊龙儿,过儿不嫌弃你,那是因为你们心中有爱。
780年后的今天,可曾想过你的大名竟让无耻之徒再次玷污?
今时今日,我们翻开报章,写得大大个字什么小龙女,哪个说的不是操丑业之中国女郎?
中国之大,难道就没有别的名字可用了吗?
是小龙女太出名了?还是你们太无耻了?
小龙女就是中国妹,这让多少人把小龙女误解成什么了?
我为金庸感到不忿,也为杨过感到不值。
他笔下最美丽的女人何时沦为娼妓?
他姑姑何时变成人尽可夫的女人?

谁谋杀了金庸?谁玷污了小龙女?
媒体报道,请还广大读者个公道!

附照一张:1960 - 2005电影版电视版扮演小龙女众女星。

不爽不爽不爽不爽!!!

下午3点半,我刚睡醒。
理应心情应该是很不错。
但是我却很不爽,非常不爽。
不爽不爽不爽不爽!!!

感觉我被剥夺了一切,
感觉我被扒光了衣服;
感觉我被狠狠的羞辱,
感觉我被无情的遗忘。
也许只是我自己没事找事做,
也许只是我自己胡思乱想。
但我就是如此跟着思绪走的一个人。

算了,
可能是我肚子饿了,
妈妈不在家,
自己解决去。
可以弄到我不爽,
哼,算你很!

呐!!!

Flower


1/5 Sec, F5.6, ISO 1600

A super noisy photo ya...
It is the flower that my mom gave me in my convo.
It is fade already but I don't want to throw it...
Anyway I don't like to throw anything...
Not a good photo, I'm sure.
Just I did some editing, personally like the color tone.
Feel warm.
How do you think?

Old Friend Meeting @ Auto City McD 081220

Yu Han came back to M'sia at 16th Dec, today only I first meet with her.
Same as usual, I mean the look...
^^
But the channel I think got a bit change d...
Can't really receive our program, hehe~
And the frequency also slower d...
Kao lat...

Below is a conversation just now in Ming Yang's car...
MY: 弯左弯右?
KW:One U(弯右)在吉隆坡~
MY:!@#$%^,认真点,要弯了!
KW:Okay okay,弯右边~
YH:为什么弯右会去吉隆坡?
MY, LX & KW: ....... =.="
LX & KW:因为吉隆坡有一间Mall叫做One Utama,通称One U...
YH:(完全无视)为什么弯右会去吉隆坡?
MY, LX & KW: !@#$%^ (然后再解释多一次为什么)
YH:我还是不懂为什么弯右会去吉隆坡...
MY, LX & KW: 晕~

MY - Ming Yang
LX - Li Xin
YH - Yu Han
KW - Kok Wei

结论是,本来不好笑的东西变得大家都笑得翻天~

*I lazy to translate the conversation above, sorry.

At last... we sat in Auto City McD for 3 hours ++.
Took few photos only...
Gossip a lot :)

Candid, candid!!!


Like this pic...


Because of this...


I paid RM2 for this, a car sticker...


Lastly, below are what Yu Han brought for me from Korea.
But she bought at a trip to Japan =.="

Teng Teng Teng~


Spiderman~


Ergh... but do you guys have any ideas about what is that?
Don't know ler...
I also can't get the answer until I had been told.
It is a...
PLASTER HOLDER!!!
Yea! WTF!
It is a plaster holder!
Let you see the plasters...

An zua? Si bui...


Spiderman plaster, stick d can use spider web ability...


Hehe, nice ler...
But won't use 1 la,
Even though stick d can use spider web...
Anyway, thanks a lot~
I appreciate it.

Lastly, Happy Dong Zhi to everyone!
Eat more Tang Yuan.
冬至快乐!

Friday, December 19, 2008

等待缘分等待爱

星空 很辽阔
迷失交错 夜色偷袭我
也无处可躲

心底 你来过
留下回忆 寸寸吞噬我
却不会难过

迷恋一个不可能的吻
多么残忍
渴望一个醉人的眼神
那个我爱的人

守着那份真
我一生一世至死不渝只爱你一人
在人海之中翻阅着你的温存
哪一篇才值得我等

继续痴痴的等
我无可自拔不能自已我越陷越深
往孤独深渊献上我堕落灵魂
原来这就是爱一个人

最后结局如何我不想过问
没有勇气面对
我只能再等
缘分

天空 雨滂沱
乌黑的天 雨滴往下堕
我也不想躲

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

永恒的三剑客


老大郑学品


老二陈隽勇


老幺孙国伟

1997年,一切都是一个缘字。
聚头、结识、相知、相惜。
同个Kampung的三条毛驴,
展开了那十来年的友谊之旅。

打架,倒是没有。
吵架,却屡见不鲜。
也许男生就是比较大情大性,
不爽你就敢敢Fuck你,
而我也敢敢Fuck回你,
但过后却也继续勾肩搭背,
好个哥儿们!

当年懵懂的小子,
如今大家都步入社会了。
洗涤过的灵魂,
却如何也带不走曾经的真。
分开了一年,
空白了一年。
再次相聚,
大家还是说起当年踏脚车东奔西跑跌得焦头烂额的往事。
大家还是说起当年第一口香烟的味道。
大家还是说起当年一起看A片的刺激。
大家还是说起当年一起出生入死的经历。

有些事情,是成长所带不走的。
更多事情,是永远的美好的。
有些感情,是打风都打不掉的的,
这段友情,是经过风风雨雨的。
若干年前,
我们已不是朋友,
我们是兄弟。
直到我们老死的那天,
都会是那永远的三剑客。
那永恒的,
兄弟情。

今晚的主角,但勇哥,收敛点好不?


嘿嘿,我的酒杯~


没事做,打个月亮~


这个叫Before。。。


而这个就叫做After了。。。


哎。。。今晚(额。。。今早了吧?)
注定又再失眠了~
因为还发生了另一件事呢~
Ngek~
但就是开心就对了。

Monday, December 15, 2008

我要的幸福

好久,没有下笔了。
可曾怀念我?
一直认为自己失去的,
到最后只是作为自己懒惰的借口。
忙碌的我,过得很好。
忙碌的我,愈发乐观。
充其量,我无暇悲观。
不好吗?
牺牲了一些无谓的感性换来了一些所谓的理性。
成长了,
而我也不抗拒。
任由时间践踏着我的过去。
那个爱保护自己的自己在失去自己的同时却换了个自己。
我不再是那个我。
学会了御下执著。
喜欢你,还是必然的。
想念你,还是必要的。
可是结局是如何,
对我而言,不重要了。
如果我的执著将会让你受伤。
那么我说过了我已经御下了执著。

零八年只剩下十六天。
我的零八年是多姿多彩的。
那个兴奋的五月,
那个受伤的六月,
那个流泪的七月,
那个孤单的八月,
那个绝望的九月,
那个转折的十月,
那个忙碌的十一月。
这个继续精彩的十二月。
我活过来了。
回首,
那些不开心的时候,
却也觉得无关痛痒。
始终我不适合那些日子。
现在的人生,
才是我要的幸福。

我写的东西,
也许将不复当时。
但这是种心境的转变,
这是种成长。
舍弃一些该舍弃的,
沉溺在过去只会让自己的人生定格在永远的失落里。
很高兴的,
我,再次成长了。

Old Town Kopitiam @ Auto City 081214

Today is A.Y.Ling birthday. (I don't know 1...)
After badminton this morning, T.C.Siang suggested to go to Auto City for a gathering.
And we all agreed.
L.K.Leng said that today is also Ling's birthday, so we took this opportunity to celebrate for her. (Just like last year at Xuan Xin)
Tonight is a great night, happy to see everyone gather around, come back from University anywhere.
Gathering, or meeting that only once or twice in a year, is very meaningful for us.
To appreciate, to enjoy, to see everyone's smiling face.
Update each other, make fun, gossip, and so on.

Everyone is talking non-stop


I like this pic ler...


Ergh... what are you looking at? :)


What are they looking at? I forget d, coz I'm looking at the camera~


Happy Birthday~


Say Cheers~


Wooo~


Couple of the night~


Handsome Guys & Pretty Girls






A.Y.Ling, L.K.Leng,
C.M.Yang,
Y.L.Xin
S.S.Mei, K.K.Lee
S.H.Peng, T.S.Lean

T.S.Hooi, T.C.Siang
S.K.Wei
, S.E.Peng
(From Top to Bottom)

For those who are not it.
Don't worry, CNY is near, will meet again ya!
Good night everyone in the pic,
And sweet dream to everyone of you,
Muacks~

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Panda is Crazy

Yes, you might think that I'm crazy.
And yes I'm.
Why?
Yesterday, I bought my 4th Sony Ericsson phone - K770i.
And the problem is, I lack of sim card...
I have 3 sim cards right now (3rd sim card is on the way of shipment)
Normally people are lack of phones, but I'm lack of sim cards...
WTF!

If you ask me why I buy so many phones.
I also don't know how to explain.
Because I just dislike to sell my phone.
And every phones are still in good condition, why I sell them?
Buy them is because I like, that's all.

Okay, back to the sim card.
I own 014, 016, 017.
Happy, Digi and Maxis.
Perhaps it is the time for me to try Celcom or U Mobile...
Huh?
New sim card ya???
Aiks~

No matter how...
I'm just crazy.

My Mobile Phones

Top Left: K770i
Top Right: K310i
Bottom Left: W550i
Bottom Right: P1i

Yes,
All Sony Ericsson,
Thank you.

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Panda is Busy

Ugh... I'm back~
Yea... I'm still alive, luckily.
Still that fat... still that handsome as well~
^^

I'm going to become a Switcher for one week time already.
I'm trying my best to switch myself into an Apple Guy.
But my heart and my soul were telling me that I'm a Sony Man.
Aiks... but Apple is my job now, shit!
Never mind, I will go back to Queensbay next Monday & Wednesday, working yes, work in QB.
2 sifus there will teach me everything about Apple, they are Shen U & Pikachu.

New working environment, New (another) brand, New crews, New Style.
Anyway, position is remains, still a store PIC.
Everyone is great, helpful, friendly, and funny.
I leave SQ, I leave Ben & YM.
I now at SU, I know new Ben & new YM.
Hehe~ They are as nice as QB one.
Think can save money after move back to BM.
But....
Crews here are all super enjoy people.
Almost hari hari Starbucks, if not syok syok Domino's Pizza.
And the problem is, PIC need to pay, what the~
I work SQ for 1 year but I never treat my crews Starbucks (exclude you YM~)
I work here for 2nd day I need to pay 2 cups of coffee for my 2 lovely female crews~
T.T
But they are worth to treat, cause they are hardworking.

Okay, here's the report of my working schedule this week.
If not you guys will say don't know what am I doing.
Or don't know I "die go where".

Monday, 9am I appeared in HQ.
After meeting I went to Tanjung Bunga took lunch with Cedric, Joanne and Jason.
After that went to Gurney, DO stock.
Settle everything then we left Penang Island.
5pm reached SU, worked till 8pm.
End of my day.

Tuesday, nothing special.
Worked from 4pm - 10pm.

Wednesday was my official off day.
But... I went to Penang Island as well.
DO to Gurney (again), then took lunch with Jason in Kim Gary.
After that went to Queensbay, watch movie "Beast Stalker".
With Juli and her boy friend, and Jason.
It was the very first chinese movie that make me feel impact.
It was nice, watch it. Starring Nicholas Tse, Nick Cheung, Zhang JingChu.
After movie was almost 12am. End my day after back home.

Thursday was a nightmare.
12pm I appeared in HQ.
I worked until 12am, yes 12 hours.
I went to Gurney 3-4 times.
Ching Hou fetched me, I drove company's Hilux...
What the... I even need to take stocks to PISA PC Fair.
But John and Jason treated Kim Gary, so ok la.
2 days, I went Kim Gary twice ^^
After dinner and DO stock from Gurney, went back to HQ at about 10pm.
Did everything that needed, until 12am.
John and Ching Hou treated Tiger Beer.
The way home, I was a bit drunk.
I took ferry, but I was wrong.
I wait for almost 20 minutes until the ferry arrived, shit!
When I reached Butterworth, I drove very fast.
So my fuel is gone today...
I immediately slept after I checked e-mail. (Yea... is work!)

Friday, haha, I work 10am - 10pm.
That's all.
Need explain?
No need, for those who know you will know how bored and tired if you work full day in a outlet.
Especially I'm already working under a tired condition.
But I sold my first MacBook, hurray~
Never expect I can sell a MacBook.

Then today, Saturday.
10am - 10pm, again.
Today got 1 hour time my outlet got 7 staffs, wow!
But SU is big enough, so no worry.
And Linda Chung come to Sunway Carnival today.
My sis takes some of her photos.
Now, 12:17am. I'm writing this long post.

Linda Chung




WTF is this???


Before I end my day, before I end my post.
Tomorrow, Sunday, again I work from 10am - 10pm.
So god, and my beloved friends, wish me good luck!
So that I can "tahan" until tomorrow night.
After that, I will be free.
Oh yes... after PC Fair, should be has a dinner at Penang Island...
Shit, I need to go to Penang Island again tomorrow night, WTF!!!
But eat free, okay la!

Lastly, Good Night to everyone.
Muackssss~