Again, again, and again!
Again, the disgusted one, which is me, what’s going on to me again this time…
I’m confused now, really. I thought I let go everything, but I still can’t really decide…
I’m not going to talk about relationship, or love thins this time.
I want to talk about my study, my future.
I thought, everything come to an end. But they ask me, they are my neighbors. Which her husband is an engineer in Intel.
He asked me, what I want. I seem like don’t have a very clear answer, and don’t have much confident to answer: “I don’t want to study…?”
You are still young; you should continue your study.
You are just 21 years old. Worry about no time to work in the future? Future 30 – 40 years you need to work until cramp…
If you choose not to study, continue to do your business, then if you stop now is okay. Now you work as retail, you know people a lot, it will be an advantage for your future business too.
BUT, he continue…
What you want?
In the future, what is your dream?
If employee, Diploma is not enough…
“What you think now in your heart, what is the objective you are chasing now?”
It is like a hammer, hit on my head.
My answer is, without thinking, “Computer Drawing”
Yeah, everyone knows, I will take over my dad’s business one day.
But the answer from my heart is not a lie too.
So, I confuse now.
I thought it was something I already throw behind, but now…
I’m tired now, really.
I give up, and decide, give up and decide again, for many times already.
Is this a test from You, God?
If so, this is a suffer question for me, please let me go, I scare I will collapse one day.
Relationship problems, study problems, working problems, everything….
Friends, please help me again, give me comments again, and lend me your hand…
I use 2 languages to write this post, please do help me, thanks, and always LOVE you all.